My husband died two years ago and life feels so different now. I talk to him alot in my head and hope he hears me. Our family seemed to have gone our separate ways since he became ill and now i am totally alone. I have to learn how to live alone i suppose or find a hobby i enjoy. Had to get a job and i enjoy it so thats a huge help. I do not do much after work just eat and watch TV. I have a dog so she makes me go out for walks...other then that there is not much to life any longer. Am not into running around and finding new hobbies by the time i am off work i am tired. Would be nice to chat with someone who understands this as none of my friends have ever had to go through this so there is no understanding.