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she made me sign a safety contract before i left saying i wouldnt hurt myself. i did. but it wasn't until after i got home that i realized what that was about

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I really don't think you know what that safety contract was about. You jumped to some conclusions after your session that the contract was all about your T protecting her own *ss and not caring about you. Maybe that is not true at all. Maybe she asked you to sign the contract because she cares about you and was worried about your safety. The way to find out what people mean is to get clarification by asking them.

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on wednesday i'm going to be sick. i won't be making it.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Krazibean, you sent your T an email in which you clearly canceled your appointment for today. Why would she be waiting for you to come when you already canceled? Did you mean for her not to read your email or not to believe your cancellation? How could she know you didn't really want to cancel, that you were just saying that?

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im not going to get in touch with her at all until she does with me. is it possible for a T to lose a patient like that? she must call eventually right? if not, she really doesn't care just like i thought.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Yes, it is possible for a T to lose a patient like that. I stopped going to my former T almost by accident. I had an appointment set up, I had to cancel it so I called. She called back and ask if I wanted to reschedule. I said I would call her later to do that and I never did. That was the end of therapy with her. She never called back and I didn't really expect her to. It is up to the client to schedule the appointments. The fact that your T has not called does not mean she doesn't care about you. You canceled the appointment, so it is up to you to reschedule. The ball is in your court.

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omg. our session was at 4. i didn't go. it came and went. she didn't call.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Why would she call? You already canceled the appointment so she wasn't expecting you. I think she is treating you like an adult, taking you at your word that you meant what you said when you canceled the appointment.

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what am i supposed to do now?

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">When you are ready to have another session with her, call and schedule one.