Finally able to stop counting weeks and days.. Due to going IP over Easter weekend I was IP in a hellish place not my normal one, They had no beds at all..

Anyway I guess arguing with the incompetent nurses trying to give me insulin when I am NOT diabetic,, Had to argue with them on everything, twice the nurses tried to give me someone elses med... Was Horrific! I got so mad I wasnt suicidal anymore at the time. Waves here and there since , but I told my husband if I get bad...... duct tape me to a wall.

I saw my T 3 weeks ago and tomorrow... His schedule is so packed he is finding ways to fit me in , He and I have been together 6 years.. So we are going to somehow get me past the horror that is causing this unrelenting PTSD

Anyway thats my update on a " finally " spring Sunday