I want you to know that you dont know me and I dont know you, but the one thing I do know about is what you are going through.. I didnt go through it with my mom though, but it was my grandmother. My mom and I dont get along with one another and that is a very long story, but, my grandmother was to me my mother.. She and I spent alot of time together, and when she just simply fell and broke her hip, she went to the hospital never to return home again. I went throught the wanting her to just go so she would be in a better place, but then again not wanting her to go because I knew that I was going to loose my mom, grandmother, and my very best friend.. The day finally came and I can remember it like it was just the other day. My brother came to my house finally after they had done called the family in (hours after they were called in). I thought all the way to that place what I was going to say to her, and what was I going to do.. I got there and I made my mom move so I could sit beside my grandmother and hold her hand and talk to her. I told her that I loved her with all of my heart, and that I knew that the only reason why she was holding on for so very long was because of me. and that I wanted her to just let go.. I told her that it was ok to go that I would be ok.. I kissed her on the cheek as i always have, and 3 minutes later she was gone.. I felt like i had lost my whole world when that woman died, but it has taken my 8 long years to realize that she is still with me and always will be... So my point is I know that it is hard to let go, but always remember that she is with you no matter what...
I will pray for your mom, you. and the rest of your family.