I think I should still email her. If I don't, it might seem like I'm punishing her by not talking to her (though it is something that I kind of want to do). Or manipulating her into taking care of my feelings (tempting too). I feel like I need to write just to put her at ease. I hope that makes sense.

But... I'll think about writing her a letter to read when I see her. It's a good idea and might help. But it might also make me obsess. We'll see.