Hello albin.abel: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral!  I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit. 
I'm sorry you have having this difficulty.  Here are links to some articles, from PsychCentral's archives, on the subjects of health anxiety as well as anxiety in general. Perhaps some of the information in these articles can be of some help:
https://psychcentral.com/lib/ocd-and-health-anxiety/
https://psychcentral.com/blog/hyper-...-tips-to-help/
https://psychcentral.com/lib/15-smal...iety-symptoms/
https://psychcentral.com/lib/9-ways-...ere-right-now/
https://psychcentral.com/blog/how-to...being-anxious/
https://psychcentral.com/blog/11-tip...anage-anxiety/
https://blogs.psychcentral.com/life-...anxiety-daily/
I wish you well... 
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