Really dissapointed with the national life line right now. I have been trying everyday to get ahold of someone and I end up waiting enough time for me to eventually sleep and not get the help that I need and then that carrays over to the next day. Why is it so hard to find someone to talk to? No one responds back to my emails, no one returns my phone calls, voicemails, when I actually did finally get a hold of someone today this person had no sense of urgency whatsoever. This person said "hi" and for the rest of the time just kept going "uhum." I just feel like no one is there for me. I dont understand why it is so hard to find someone to help me feel better. I was not able to feel better once I ended that call. I am so frustrated she couldnt help me in my situation. I am really frustrated because the people that I can talk to are people who are Nami members and I cant reach those Nami members online all the time because moderators constantly delete posts for no reason. Some of the things that I post or others post are not even remotely offensive but I find myself going back and fourth on my post wondering if my post got sent or not or searching for someone elses post that got deleted. I prefer Namis discussion online forums to this because it is a lot smaller and people can get to know each other better. If I call back again, I am now expecting the same thing to happen.