This is probably a good question for a therapist. I was abused as a child—and never spoke about it until much later, and then only in layers. I pushed the abuse to the back recesses of my mind—but I always knew it was there. I did have some dreams about some of it—and I walked in my sleep a lot.

If I was you, I’d ask someone with psychological knowledge—cause I don’t know for sure. I wish you much luck…