I talk to myself (I shall say all my parts), no I am not DID, all the time. I am usually asking the either to behave. I do talk to my T in my head as well. I talk about things I would never talk to him about in therapy usually. It is very noisy in my head and it is hard to quite everyone down. This is why I have a hard time laying there doing breathing exercises or meditation. I just an not get everyone to shut up.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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