I am currently unable to go to a gender therapist (or any therapist), but I really appreciate the support It means a lot to me.

I do try to surround myself with positive people - my boyfriend is very accepting of me, and although I have my own struggles in believing that anyone could love and accept me, he and my friends make it easier.

Maybe I'll try to find a gender therapist online... That would probably cost money, but I might be able to figure something out.