,, Yes Bop ,, as you I have been through both ,, Dad was massive heart thing before 60 yrs old . And Then older and younger friends who went slowly from terminal illness ,,, and A few younger friends while I was young commiting suicide . A first cuz who was a sniper in Nam Playing gun tag with his mouth . And Then a ooopss ,, that maimed 1 Friend and killed another while building a errrm little bomb . accident . And The Friends that died doing what they enjoyed by accident ,, Riding a Bike with wind in their hair .

I would have rather had the chance to comfort and care for the slow dying of a peep ,,, than the Be mad and Cuss at the World of unfair place .