I feel blessed mor than priviledged. Where I lived in Calif, I had MH care for 13 years that was totally useless. I moved to a small town 2100 miles away leaving a bad marriage & I found the most outstanding help I have ever experienced.

We can be in places whete help is available BUT it can be either poor help or we are just really not at a point in our life situation where it can help.

Why in the world would I want to punish myself for finally getting back to a place where I can function & now even at 65, excell in ways I was never able to before in my life even though I had my BS degree & a 15 year career as a computer design engineer before the MH siruational issues hit HARD. It just leaves me thankful everyday & I live each day to my fullest in thanks for the life I now have back & even more than before.