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Originally Posted by little turtle
I have been thinking about forgiveness....self forgiveness...
I am having a hard time forgiving myself for leaving private practice...
I still blame myself about that breakdown..i blame myself..
I don't understand what happened there..i just don't know...
I just cant let that go....I wanted to die..i need to understand..
please anybody help me with this if you can...
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things were getting harder in private practice....
I was all by myself without a secretary...
and more people were coming for help...
I was not prescribing any medicines...
but I really was not trained to do psychotherapy...
it was too much...I broke down..
I took Elavil and I think it helped after awhile..
but I had no sex drive...my wife was not happy...