I've been planning a trip for days and it made me feel really sick, the planning and booking and all that (can't even think of a place to go), to the point that i almost cancelled it all. My boyfriend and i had been talking about this and it's a trip for me, to go alone and have some time for myself because i've been a mess for the past two years. And we've been on fights about this. I've never been on a trip alone ( Can't even go to the mall alone) so it's a whole new leap for me. Thinking about it is ..idk. It seemed impossible because i was too scared . But, i just booked today, i will fly alone (wish me luck on that) but my aunt will meet me and go around with me ,which is a relief because i don't know what to do if i'm all by myself. I'm just rambling, idk. I'm just relieved that this one is over.