Everyone has a choice in there lives. We can ether sit, and feel sorry for ourselves, or we can get up and do what ever we can to make our lives better, and happier. If you enjoy dreaming, than don't let anyone try to stop you from doing it. As far as not having the energy to do things, when your mind decides enough, you will have all the energy in the world. Remember that you are the only person who can make you happy. Depression is hard to deal with, and it makes it even harder to be able to get up and follow your dreams. Instead of thinking about all the things you want to do in your life, take baby steps, and try to do a little at a time. Like if you want to go back to school for example, just take one class at a time. Yes it would take longer, but you would be doing it. This is just a example. Also welcome to PC, we are glad you are here. (((((((HUGS)))))))