I hate the ups and downs I get as a result of bipolar. This afternoon I had a great discussion with a potential business partner. I felt great for about a half-hour. Lots of possibilities on the horizon, good ideas exchanged. I was out of the doghouse that I'd been in for the last 18 months.

And then, <thwunk>...out of nowhere my hope gave way to fatigue, and total lack of productivity. It's now an hour and a half later. I promised him that I'd send him a PowerPoint analysis right after the call. However, I'm just sitting here staring at the computer, surfing the Web, Googling random people / articles.

This sucks...why does my productivity and interest see saw like this?!?!? I wish I could be more consistent...