Hi, so I think I have a problem and I need to tell it cause it’s causing me a lot of stress and anxiety. The problem is: when I was 9 or 10 I watched YouTube and all that stuff, while I was there, there was a video, the title was innocent as other YouTube videos totally normal, in the video there was a person reacting to another video but it wasn’t normal at all. It was kind of popular at the time I guess, It showd kids but in another context, they were in an school and I think a teacher recorded it. They were dancing but in a “bad” way, in a bad context. At the time I didn’t know that those kinds of things were illegal and I felt uncomfortable, didn’t know how to feel. My life has been full of mental problems related to sexuality and it causes me a lot of trouble, I didn’t remember until now that I saw it. And I’m afraid and ashamed because of it, I just don’t want to be judge like I’m a criminal for it, I’m scared. I’m 14 years old by the way. Any advice? My parents don’t believe I need to go to a psychologist or look for therapy but they don’t know all these things and that I used to watch pornography during my 11 or 12 years if I tell them I will disappoint them. Some advice? Am I a criminal? What could I possibly do?
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