Thanks, That being the exact reason that I will not seek faith based counseling/Dr. I have already been told by my former Pastor that I was Demon Possessed. I left the Church after that. I am 45 and JUST NOW coming to terms what is happening. We have hid and done our best to "fit in or appear normal". At times it's difficult to accept. I did see some Counselors who work with Complex PTSD. I will try that route.