No one listens to me when I tell them I’m feel like I’m going to hurt myself and when I tried to stab my thigh with a pen! I’m feel like I’m going nuts and emotionally out of control! My voice are terrible and they are becoming more vivid and I can see them more and feel them WAY more. I can’t tell nobody that because no one listens or gives me a chance to explain. I’m also stressed and depressed and god knows I’m NOT going back to the hospital; it was terribly... BORING! I learned nothing but what it feels like to be bored out of my mind and wanting to jump out the window... PLUS, it was freezing.. and I missed my cat. Nobody understands and nobody picks up on anything! It’s ridiculous! If I end up in the hospital then people are going to be surprised and then upset and crying but I DID try to talk to them before that just like it says I should do on my relapse prevention plan geez! That’s why people end up dying!