Wow, cb, big changes fer sher. All I can say is stay tuned in to your self as much as you can. Sometimes it's a good thing, and sometimes it's too much. Sometimes both. In the end, it won't matter how Brenda Starr and Lois Lane might have done, but only how it suits you. Seems like I used to hear a joke I can't quite remember anymore about rising to one's level of incompetence.

Sometimes I've taken on challenges because of an inner drive that would not otherwise be satisfied, and at other times I was only driven by a whip of past programming and expectation.

All just to say good luck, and congratulations and sympathies too I guess.