I wasn't born under a rock
I think they
We're genuinly talking cars
But I must have still
Been feeling stung
About Martin withholding
Conversations about me
From others and
Using them to his own ends.
And not telling me anything.
He would say that
Such and such
Was speaking to him
About me but
Wouldn't even give
Me a hint about what it was.
I blatantly felt
Like he was treating
Me like a child
And deep down he
Felt some satisfaction
From the power imbalance
At the start
Of our relationship