thank you for your support! there are some great suggestions that i am going to give a go at. i do so love to hear my son laugh. i'm feeling better today than i was yesterday. i did actually smile this morning, when my dog came in from the cold she was so happy to see me, i caught myself with a smile on my face. the first one in a long time. hopefully more to come where that came from. my dr said the cymbalta may take 4-5 weeks so i'm going to keep taking it and not give up so soon. thanks to all again who posted.