I do this a lot. I've been with my T for 2 years now and have frequently pulled back, caused ruptures, whatever. I do it. I own up to it. We work it out. This time it's different. This time I feel like she is the one pulling away. I feel like she is putting distance between us, like there is something off there and I know I need to being it up but I am terrified. I think she's different now, she is changed and I don't like it one bit. I want my old, fun T back.