You're self-aware and brave to know who you are. You're off to a good start by seeking out those with similar experiences and listening ears. While your resources might be limited now, keep learning as much as you can about what your options are. Don't give up, and always reach out for support when you need it, even if only to those of us out in Internetland.

I am impressed by Buck Angel's story and his confidence in his masculinity. He had top surgery but not bottom surgery because he didn't need it to be a "real man." He has created a line of trans products, as well as a dating site specifically for trans men.

I'm a genderfluid assigned bi female. I wish I could present as androgynous. Actually, I really wish I could just have the biological and physical characteristics I feel like that day.