My GP has signed me off for 2 weeks (she wanted a month but I got it down to 2 weeks). I've been doing really badly at work and they are very sympathetic but I can't keep causing problems for everyone else. Feel like I have failed but it's all just too much and I have nothing left to give.
Watching my dad rapidly decline is harder than I ever thought it would be and I remain resistant to meds (in the latest effort my doc has added aripiprazole into the mix)

I am a total failure