So as this week was my adoptive mothers deathversary. She's been in my mind.
Talking today with T I said hang in a dam minute.
I always had to go to my adoptive mother. No memory of her every amount how Sch went. I had to go to her and initiate conversations and Thsts what I have to do here. I have to come to you and talk. What's the difference???

T replied "the difference is...... (I'm waiting thinking I've got her lol) want to hear what you've got to say"

Me: oh yeah. Never thought of that lol.