So today is the big day my son graduates from living in my house to living in a room nearby. He eventually realized he might still need money from me so he toned down the hostility yesterday and said he was sad that things deteriorated as much as they did these last days, so that was kind of his announcement that he was done with fighting.

It is still rattling around in my head how he said over and over again that I had abused him as a child, and how could I do that to a child?

The job market is a lot tougher for the kind of career he wants to have than what I had imagined. He needs to work on his resume and send out more applications and tap the network of connections he has and build on linkedin ... regularly. Well I have in the past apologized for the mistakes I made in raising him. But that wasn't enough. I wonder if he will ever stop blaming me and just face his own issues so he can get past them.

I wonder if just my presence makes him angry.

I've also got a whole host of my own issues to deal with.

Well I will get out of my own house today so as not to have a scene when he is packing and leaving.