on second thought.....I am on the fuzzy bus...maybe we are what we are...it is what it is...and maybe we don't have to fight with ourselves over some of this crap...

I am thinking about today...how can I be kind to myself in a little way...
not hurt myself...kind to myself...some act of kindness...my problem is that I want to FIX ME....and I am getting tired of that..i am a broken down doctor...and that is going to be ok now...screw this trying to figure things out...