I have met with a much older guy today. I don't want sex and that's fine with him. He enjoys playing and that's fine with me.

I only ever do things like this when I'm Hypo or Manic. But I feel fine. I don't feel too happy etc. I'm excited but nothing major. I'm still having depression at the moment... not wanting to do anything, indecisivness, missing things I should be going to

Is this a stress thing for me as I have had to deal with family issues (Mum's stroke in Nov and Dad breaking his wrist in Dec both were in hospital and Mum still is). Christmas, my CPN (Community Psychiatric Nurse) leaving, not seeing another nurse until end of May. Ok I have to admit I have stopped my meds again. I just don't need them anymore. I have no symptoms really. Other than the meet up today and depression which I had when on the meds

Am I heading manic?