Oh grr! I come back from Hawaii with all these issues, don't get me wrong I had a WONDERFUL time but, things came up. First off I ended up making out with this guy that I started to like and thought that things were fine... then I find out that he's leaving for florida in less than a week for 7months. HOW do I do that? the past FOUR people I've liked have to LEAVE it just sucks soo bad... he said he took the friend ship too far or whatever and that he dosen't want to be the person that screws someone and leaves. and that hes not promising me anything but would be cool if I had a boyfriend when he returned. I said that I didn't wanna wait around or anything. I'm just soo confused as to what he means. does he like me or what? and what do I keep doing... plus I Freaked out and cried about it all and started to hint that I might committ suicide. Then he told me how many meds he's been on and slitting his wrists and said he didn't want me to do the same. Then I told him how I cut... and I just freaking met him... I dunno WHAT went wrong and I feel like I totally scared him off with my loads of issues. *tears*