The only problem is that, I hate kids. I hate how loud and obnoxious they are. I stopped wanting kids in middle school and I seriously never wish to have any (not that my body dysphoria would let me anyway)I only masturbate to adults but I keep getting thoughts that I may actually just be a pedophile, I always watch my behavior around kids to make sure I'm not doing anything inappropriate while I don't like kids I also don't want to harm them, and these thoughts don't even arose me! They only feel disturbing and it's not like I think about this 24/7 but it's just enough to get in the way of my enjoyment of leaving the house. Is there a way to get rid of these thoughts? Or am I stuck with them...