(((((((((((((((((((lyn)))))))))))))))))))))
I think my "alright" and your "alright" match. Coping but so tired of having to cope. Doing what is expected, even while wanting to mess up - and even gving self permission to mess up, but still holding on.

One day at a time..... then the next... don't look ahead - just look at today.
and keep checking in, eh?
kiya