Sometimes I feel so lonely, even though I know I can count on some people. I just think my "problems" are not enough a good reason to talk to them. That's why I end up retaining all this pain, days pass by and then I feel I can't contain it anymore. I cry until I fall asleep... I wish someday I would to talk about this with someone and not feel ashamed or judged.
I have to pretend I'm happy all the time, that's just tiring. But then I open myself to someone and that someone tell me "all this drama for nothing?"

I hate when people do that. That's why I don't have any "friends".