(((ML)))--
YES, I did find an awesome T after PreviousT. He has really helped me with so much and continues to do so. I really hope this T can help you process the termination -- if she works for you. My T let me talk about PreviousT as much as I needed, and he supported me and validated my emotions. You have a lot of knowledge about therapy, and you can make a good decision whether she is right for you or not. I really am so hopeful for you!!!
If you do feel like bawling, do just that. If you want to be invisible for the 50 minutes, tell her that, too. I hope all goes well!! Please keep us posted