I haven't seen friends in like 2 months. I don't like bugging them. So I haven't told them I have stopped my meds and saw this guy and now I have gave my number to another guy. I feel obliged to talk to these guys and I am very excitable at the moment. I came home tonight and was very excited to check my emails and send texts to these guys. I got a little bit peed off as no-one was chatting to me out of 7 guys i am speaking to only 1 is chatting. I'm quite irrated but hey ho.

I feel if I tell my friends they will say I'm ill. But I don't really feel it