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Am I fixable or a lost cause? I know I have made progress but this is so scary because I know I am me, but it's like, whatever. I have the skills to do well at this job, but I don't have the character not to be a nuisance. I don't know if I am articulating it well enough, but this is sinking me, I am really despondent/devastated, etc., about this. Am I helpable? Or a lost cause? I really wish that you would tell me that I am okay. help