I'm not even sure this is necessarily the right forum to post this in, but i certainly didn't want to make a big deal out of it and put it in general, so I guess it will just have to go here.

I say I shouldn't be posting this because I haven't been doing a very good job at being supportive in the past little while myself. I've been doing a far bit more of just reading, starting to reply, and then deleting what I said... so i just haven't been posting a lot.

Life has been absolutely ridiculous lately. I feel like I can't even function any more. I don't think i've ever had this many things to do, this many responsibilities, all at once. And to throw it in the mixture, anxiety and depression have been fighting their way to surface along with all this.

I have a responsibility to my work, to my school work, to my potential work for this summer, and then to try and put on a face so i don't make everyone uncomfortable with how miserable I am.

No body knows any of this. I haven't told anyone. My best friend doesn't even know that I'm seeing a T or pdoc... and it would probably just add stress if i were to tell her.

I started CBT today and it stirred up a bunch of feelings that I've been trying to hard to not think about. Of course those thoughts aren't exactly helping me get through all of my assignments either.

I don't know where I'm going with this any good wishes to help me get through the next week or so would be really appreciated. I'm going to need all the help I can get..

Thanks for listening if you've made it this far.