Glad to hear you are safe. Never a good idea just to drop a med. People are all different. Geodon never helped me much but Seroquel (only the instant release type, not extended) did. Abilify helps lots of people with BP but does nothing for me. And of corse I have to be on Lamictal too, sleep meds, Klonopin, and gabapentin (fibromyalgia). I feel like a pharmacy.