I deduced that I suffer from a moderate case of hyperacusis (resulting in a bit of misophonia, for sure), and probably have for most of my life. I did go through a number of earaches and ear infections as a child (a possible contributor to the syndrome). I have always been sensitive to all kinds of noise. I believe it has gotten worse since I experienced a damaged ear drum about 27 years ago. It is definitely worse since Major Depressive Disorder and GAD took over everything in 2007.
Sudden, percussive noises are the worst. Revving engines and souped up motors actually hurt my ears. I have developed terrible stress headaches from repetitive loud noises. Scratchy, beat-up speakers blaring annoying radio (also usually too loud) in retail stores are also up there on my list of most-hated things. I have the usual fight or flight reaction...it's horrible to suddenly want to grab people and shake them and impress on them forcibly that their rudeness and thoughtless noise-making is harmful at times.
Naturally, I end up avoiding an awful lot of socializing. I use earplugs (the soft foamy kind) regularly, even when I'm not trying to read or sleep.
I seek quiet in most situations. I go to great lengths for it. It's only rarely I listen to music anymore; and even then it's turned way down.
As far as I know, no one else in my family suffers from any of these issues.
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