A bit more context on the not normal comment. He was talking about how emotionally dysregulated I am and how often I feel suicidal. Not about me asking for a phone call. He very firmly asked me to ask him for a call this weekend if I needed one. Maybe he's right. Maybe my feelings are excessive for what actually happened. Needless to say, the phone call didn't really make me feel any better. When he told me that if I didn't go to this place, we would have to continue talking about it in our sessions, which makes me feel even less like I have a choice if I want to continue with him.