I'm not seeing my Psychiatrist until 6th Aug. I see my Community Nurse 30th of May. I normally chat to men online and in person via phone when manic. The guys are 10-30 years older than me. Sex is off the cards if we meet up. One guy in England wants to come up to Scotland to see me. He called tonight and left a voicemail. He wants to come up. I'm seeing an older guy on Thurs to fool about with. As I say sex is off the cards.

I'm itching to buy things but I'm being so good. I did spend £260 on Amazon but £100 is for my Mum buying her a new kindle. I'm buying things that have been in my basket for months

My head is quite busy but when I go to write it is in a fog. I'm not really eating I went 2 days without good then bunged on rubbish today