(((wickedwings)))) Don't let a few rude Christians upset your path of faith. From what I have read in your other postings, it sounds to me like you are on solid ground. It does not hurt to be curious of things you don't understand or find spiritual interesting. You seem to be able to sort out what is true and what is false. It might be with all that is happening in your life right now that in your nervousness, there is inside you the spirit trying to calm your fears, as well as, make sure you do not stray to far from your path. Sometimes in stressful times we can be led in the wrong direction out of fear and self preservation. But I think your going to be just fine. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.