Hi Ralau. I am sorry you have anxiety about money. It is something when we do not have life becomes very difficult. It sounds like anxiety is disrupting your life in other ways too. Some people look to a professional to help them cope with anxiety.

As far as money goes having 6-12 months of savings to tide you over can cover the practical uncertainty of running out of money, even though anxiety may still persist

These may be of interest
https://psychcentral.com/lib/15-smal...iety-symptoms/

https://psychcentral.com/stress/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/coping-with-anxiety/