Hi t, is it Thursday yet? No? Well dang it.

eta: actually, that shift is still happening inside me that started last time i was there. i so feel like i'm about to admit something else pretty big to myself. i'm on the verge of and can feel it coming... kinda like a freight train in that it will not be stopped. it's gonna get here.

i think i might already know what it is.

hmm.