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Originally Posted by GeekyOne
Yes, with current T. It's driving me crazy. One part of me really wants her to mother me. Another part of me says that's ridiculous and I should flee. Yet another part is very intellectual about it all and says transference is good (haven't had it with previous Ts) and bodes well for the therapy as long as T maintains appropriate boundaries (which she seems to be).
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Yes, exactly, I am right with you there. I want her to take care of me like I知 her child and to be there for support, but I知 also terrified of this feeling. It feels wrong to have it and I知 scared I知 going to get overly dependent on her and then she痴 going to leave me. It feels almost like transference is wrong, because I知 supposed to be learning how to be independent and regulate my emotions on my own, but I want to be dependent on her and for her to protect me all of the time.
She痴 taking a long weekend right now, had Friday off and has Monday off. Somehow this has been really hard for me. It scares me that it痴 that hard for me.