Hehe, that sounded just nuts yesterday. My mind was jummbled but I got such a restful sleep last night. I must have fallen asleep almost immediatley, then slept in without any memories of night terrors. Felt and feels great. My kids were so cute as when I woke up I noticed that they closed my bedroom door. I came down and asked who closed it. They smiled and said they did not want to wake me. I thanked them for doing this. And they were just "vegging" out, watching cartoons. Sweet darlings.

So I went to the doctors. My potassium is extremely low. Actually, at its all time low. My hemoglobin is very high (dehydration). So we talked and he was very gentle and understanding today. He spoke with a serious tone yet wanted me to sit and just talk. He wanted to hear whats going on in my mind. I did clam up a bit so he asked me to go home and write it down, bring it back for him to read. He said he would be happy to do this. And then he asked if he could call my t on Monday to see what they can come up with. He aknowledged that he see's me trying but medically my heart is at risk. So on Monday he is going to call. I will take in what he wanted me to as he knows it is easier for me to write then express my thoughts in speaking face to face. But my kidneys are okay. So my fear with that was just an over-reaction to thinking the worst. Which I know many people do at times. Not saying that the potassium is nothing to worry about as it is serious, but can be fixed.

So my kids asked if I felt they are old enough to go to the movies alone today. I smiled and said yes they could. We dropped them off, and sat and watched them; lolol. Just wanted to make sure they got in okay with purchasing tickets and all. And I found out how many minutes the running time of the movie was so I can be there like 10mintues earlier. lol. Okay, I am protective but there are creepy people out there. So off they went. They felt special to go alone. As much as they can fight, they adore each other and would be lost without the friendship they have. They have so much to give, so much love.

Justy