I'm keeping it legal, with no fiddly bits out on display but did think about taking my shirt off.
There are times I go into or out of the shower and do not care who can see. That's probably somehow wrong but I'm not doing anything other than walking in my apartment. The dancing around turns me on and being watched while I'm doing it heightens it so much more. Even if I knew they were laughing like the Joker at my terrible moves, it's still a huge turn on. Sex is much more mental than just physical to me. Good sex is anyway.
So back to the question I meant to ask.
Is this dangerous behaviour? Am I at full mania risk? If I am I'll do my best to keep it down but this little thing feels better than drugs to me, and certainly better than sex ever does, including risky places where I could have gotten caught more than once.
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