I tell myself to step up, be the one you were in the past. Be the one that was outgoing. full of energy, loved life and that those in it and what I did.

Now I hate waking up, having to breath and do what I am to do. you know like house stuff, pay bills, not sleep all day, and try to keep a positive mental mind.

Lately giving up on life seems so easy, right now those around me do not know this is how I feel. I do not see away to stop the feelings.