Hi. Ive been having the same issues! Ive recently discovered a recurring pattern in everything i read, watch, hear.. Its hard to explain. You should look up "spiritual awakenings" and do a little soul-searching. Just dont give up! Ask God, (or if you're not of a particular religion) ask the Universe for guidance! If you ask or pray for help understanding your purpose here in this world, you will find answers!! Try to look into your heart and deep down. Have you experienced trauma in your life recently or have you had moments of awareness like you see the bigger picture or suddenly realize more about certain times throughout your life? I hope to hear back from you, I dont know if I should go in for a 72 hr hold or if theres more to this than mental illness..