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Originally Posted by marvin_pa
I also get internally irritable, if I feel out of sorts, but very, very few people recognise this & occasionally get barked at - probably, without ever understanding why...
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Exactly. And then I end up feeling guilty non-stop afterwards because I know they didn't deserve that. On top of that, I have a real problem with playing the situation over and over in my head even years after it happened, with everytime it plays over I feel fresh guilt all over again. And then people wonder why I "isolate" and shut myself away. I just don't want to hurt them and then uncontrollably obsess over it later.
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If I'm reading your username right, it's Gaelic for comfort/luxury of healing - that's what I'd wish that you'll receive.
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I appreciate that. Thank you.